If You're Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Self Defense Mechanism (psikologi umum)

ada 10 macam self defense mechanism , yaitu :

1.   Represi             :      Cara pertahanan dengan menyingkir dari 

                                      perasaan yang mengancam

2.   Fiksasi              :      Terpaku / stag di suatu tahap perkembangan

                                      karena jika ke tahap berikutnya bisa menimbulkan

                                      kecemasan

3.   Regresi             :       Kembali ke fase awal yang tuntutannya tidak 

                                      terlalu besar

4.   Identifikasi        :       Berusaha meniru atau menyerupai suatu objek

                                      untuk memperoleh kepercayaan diri

5.   Reaksi Formasi :       Melebih-lebihkan sikap yang berlawanan dengan

                                      kecenderungan dirinya

6.   Sublimasi          :       Menyalurkan kehendak yang unacceptable kepada

                                      perilaku yang lebih diterima

7.   Proyeksi           :       Mencerminkan sifat-sifat yang tidak dapat diterima

                                      ego ke orang lain

8.   Denial              :        Melindungi diri dengan menyangkal diri

9.   Displacement   :        Mengalirkan energi dari objek ke objek lain butuh

                                      kekuatan penalaran

10. Rasionalisme    :        Pembuktian bahwa perilaku masuk akal dan disetujui

                                      oleh orang lain

malam terpanjangku di awal desember ~

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pagi ini gue cuman di temenin lagu-lagu dari mp3 bb gue .
uda beberapa kali tuh lagu ke puter , *maklum di bb cuman ada 23 lagu* hahaha
sumpah bosen abis tapi ga bisa tidur zz , bentar lagi mau mandi ahhh kalo begini caranya
wkwkkw , ga nyambung banget yak hahaha